Alright so the last entry was brief. I figure I will be a little more forthcoming.

I am a lesbian.

Haha just kidding. I'm straight and after 2.5 years of marriage am going through a divorce. It should be all said and done in about 6 months. It's so bizarre because while I am sad at the loss, I am exhilerated by the unknown that is to come.

I'm in college to be a Labor and Delivery nurse. I'm really excited about it because I think it will curb my desire to ahve a dozen children. Legitimately I want to have probably 2 more. I figure when I meet some guy who truly floats my boat and we get married he'll probably want to have a couple. We'll see someday!

I'm also planning a move back to Colorado. It's so funny that 3 years ago I couldn't imagine being there aother day, but at this point I can't think of anywhere else to go. I think that says alot. For one thing I'm sure it says that I'm fickle, and for another I have a feeling it says I'm lonely. I don't feel like I've ever had anyone in my life that really loved me, not in the sense I've always thought about love anyway. And not only that I don't know if I've ever truly loved somebody else. I'm really great at adapting myself to all sorts of situations and relationships, I gaurantee I could have gone my entire life being married to my ex husband. Maybe miserable at times, but I'd work through it. I am incredibly persistent that way. I believe it is genetic. If you've met my brother Brian you'd know what I'm saying.

Anyway. This is long and a little bit too personal maybe. Now you all know I'm a lonely single mom! It's ok though, I'll bounce back! AT the rate I go with DA you'll probably hear from me in another 3 years. Lets hope not.

Most of my submissions will be photography, it's sort of my unknown love I guess. Plus I don't have alot of extra time to sit and draw big things anymore. Hopefully someday I'll find a house in the hills with a room just for me to paint mediocre pictures and draw pictures of cartoons.

Much love, Nina